Shade of Azmeinya
HEY SHADE,
OKAY, I’LL ADMIT IT. I REALLY SHOULD BE TELLING YOU THIS IN PERSON. BUT I SUCK AT THIS SO MUCH, I HAVE TO WRITE YOU A FUCKING LETTER. AND EVEN NOW I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SAY IT! BUT I’LL TRY. I HAVE TO GET THIS OUT.
LOOK, SHADE, I’VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU LATELY. A LOT. AND IT TOOK ME A WHILE TO REALIZE HOW I REALLY FELT. BUT NOW, WITH ALL THAT’S HAPPENED, I’M TERRIFIED OF LOSING YOU. AND I KEEP THINKING IT’S GOING TO HAPPEN ANY SECOND. SO, YOU PROBABLY THINK I’M AN ASSHOLE, AND IT’S FINE IF YOU DON’T FEEL THE SAME WAY, BUT…
I LOVE YOU. AND NO, I DON’T MEAN PLATONICALLY. I, KARKAT VANTAS, AM RED FOR YOU. THERE, I SAID IT. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? IT FEELS PRETTY FUCKING GREAT.
LIKE I SAID, I DON’T NEED YOU TO FEEL THE SAME WAY. I DON’T EVEN NEED YOU TO BE MY FRIEND AFTER THIS. JUST PROMISE ME YOU’LL STAY ALIVE.
I COULDN’T STAND IT IF YOU DIDN’T.
-KARKAT

HEY SHADE,

OKAY, I’LL ADMIT IT. I REALLY SHOULD BE TELLING YOU THIS IN PERSON. BUT I SUCK AT THIS SO MUCH, I HAVE TO WRITE YOU A FUCKING LETTER. AND EVEN NOW I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SAY IT! BUT I’LL TRY. I HAVE TO GET THIS OUT.

LOOK, SHADE, I’VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU LATELY. A LOT. AND IT TOOK ME A WHILE TO REALIZE HOW I REALLY FELT. BUT NOW, WITH ALL THAT’S HAPPENED, I’M TERRIFIED OF LOSING YOU. AND I KEEP THINKING IT’S GOING TO HAPPEN ANY SECOND. SO, YOU PROBABLY THINK I’M AN ASSHOLE, AND IT’S FINE IF YOU DON’T FEEL THE SAME WAY, BUT…

I LOVE YOU. AND NO, I DON’T MEAN PLATONICALLY. I, KARKAT VANTAS, AM RED FOR YOU. THERE, I SAID IT. AND YOU KNOW WHAT? IT FEELS PRETTY FUCKING GREAT.

LIKE I SAID, I DON’T NEED YOU TO FEEL THE SAME WAY. I DON’T EVEN NEED YOU TO BE MY FRIEND AFTER THIS. JUST PROMISE ME YOU’LL STAY ALIVE.

I COULDN’T STAND IT IF YOU DIDN’T.

-KARKAT

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